Those Who Journey Into My Subconscious

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

.::Controlling Dreams::.

I only remember bits and pieces of the dream. There were several dreams, but I only remember two of them. I was walking through a department store, except it was outdoors.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

.::Helicopters, Diesels, and Narrow Escapes::.

During a nap I took this morning, I had a very interesting dream. The borders of the U.S. were being sealed permanently, so we were trying to get out before that happened.

Friday, December 17, 2010

.::Cats and Snakes::.

I owned a pet cat and a pet snake. The snake slithered under the bed that my son and I were laying on. The cat followed after the snake and I remember thinking that I had to get the cat out so it wouldn't kill the snake.

Monday, December 6, 2010

.::Photography, Anubis, and an Asian Man::.

Last night/early this morning I had a dream that I was taking pictures of these beautiful goldish-brown birds. I think some were black and brown.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

.::Trains and a Chase::.

I had a dream that my son and I were moving out of state. Perhaps even the U.S. I do not remember. We were getting on the train and suddenly I remember that I did not say goodbye to my mother. I left my son on the train to go tell her goodbye. I remember that in the dream, I was startled and alarmed by my decision to do that. I remember thinking how unlike me that was, and I felt scared. When I made it to my mom, I rushed back to the train, but they had left without me. I became so panicked. The rest of the dream was spent chasing after the train.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

.::Robots::.

I am not sure if I was actually a robot or wearing a robotic suit. I was having a huge battle and defeated all my opponents, but then this one particular one who was bigger and more powerful than me appeared. I conjured my teammates (?) and I grew bigger and stronger. I made the floor open up beneath the enemy robot and he fell into the water. I defeated him and then threw him into the bottom of the sea floor. I gave him as an offering to some deity. The deity accepted the offering and the enemy robot slowly was disintegrated and absorbed. I remember black and pink when I think of the deity.

Friday, November 19, 2010

.::Kaborakan-Kabrakan::.

I took a nap today and had a dream about this ghost/demon looking for me. I went into this house, only the house was the wrong realm. I quickly left it, but I saw a shadow on the wall. As I was leaving the house, I remember thinking, "I do not want to take any spirits or anything back with me to my realm."

.::Kid Cudi and High Tides::.

I listen to music as I sleep. I choose beats and songs that stimulate my dreams and soothe me. A lot of Kid Cudi songs do that, so last night I listened to Kid Cudi, Flying Lotus, and Nelly Furtado's "Say It Right."

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

.::Spirits, Mountains, Monks & Love::.

There are two dreams that I can remember. The first involved a crazy car ride and the second was a beautiful scene.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

.::Kid Cudi, Concerts, and Running Away::.

I was at a Kid Cudi concert and he was performing. Most of the crowd was white and/or women. All the girls were being such hoes, trying to get his attention. I did not want to lower myself, though I did want to talk to him so badly. When he got off stage, this one girl managed to get to him and was falling all over him, being a ho.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

.::Showers and Hauntings::.

In my dream, my family and I had moved into a new house together. I felt strange in the house, but did not know why. The house was a two story, but had no bathrooms downstairs.

.::Roads, Rivers, Ancient Creatures & Lands::.

Dream I: I remember hardly anything. I remember walking down a very long roadway. I told myself, "This is my dream. I can do what I want here." After I said that, I pulled the road and entire landscape that was ahead of me to me. I made everything closer and walked only a short way. It took immense concentration, but after a few tries, it happened. I kept feeling like I was going to wake up, too. I had to fight to continue dreaming.

Monday, November 8, 2010

.::Beaten, Broken, Burned::.

From what I remember, I had a dream in three parts. Here are the parts that I remember and in the order I remember them:

Saturday, November 6, 2010

.::Dreams Within Dreams::.

I cannot remember hardly any of the dream. What I do remember is that in my dream, I was asleep. My dream self was dreaming about being asleep and dreaming...

Friday, October 29, 2010

.::Sex Slave and Superpowers::.

This dream is so blurry, I can hardly remember any of it. I had this dream during a nap I took today. It's all in pieces and most of them I am unsure of their order. One of the first things I remember is being in a grocery store or drug store. I was looking and looking for the place to scan my card and couldn't find it.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

.::Grandmother::.

I had a dream that my grandfather died. In the dream, I had not spoken to my grandparents for a very long time and my grandmother and I finally spoke, but only because my grandfather had passed.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

.::Symbols::.

After a good build with this one very wise brother, I had an interesting dream. In the dream, there were two men. One presented me with this symbol. I think both of the men may have been presenting the symbol, but I only for sure remember the older man. One man was a bit older, the other a little older than me (I am currently 24). I'm unsure of what it is or what it means, but it was very important and a high honor to be given this symbol. If you're ever seen anything like it, please, let me know.

.::Stairways::.

Stairs have been common in my dreams as of late. I am always either going up or down them. More often than not, I have been going up.

Monday, October 18, 2010

.::Sisterhood and Speeches::.

I had this dream several days ago. In the dream, one girl that I went to high school with told me that I was not a sistah. She tried to discourage me and get me to stray from my path and my work at uplifting my sistahs.

Monday, October 11, 2010

.::Snakes and Wells::.

I don't remember very much of this dream. What I do remember is my dad, myself, my cousin's wife and my cousin being in the dream. I was digging a well, but I had to find a good place to do it. I finally found a good place, but someone (maybe my mom) warned me to watch where I was digging because the city pipes had been cut before and they had to pay $400 to fix it.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

.::School, Skyscrapers, Invisible Monsters and Flying::.

I was in a skyscraper building, only the very tall building was a school. All of the students were categorized by age. All of the students who were my age (24) were disappearing, and no one knew why. Suddenly, I was the last student of my age group left.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

.::War and Former Loves::.

Last night, a man I loved very much, and who is currently in the military, visited my dream. We were close friends, but never quite a couple. When one of us was single, the other would be in a relationship. 

Saturday, September 11, 2010

.::Tragedy Khadafi::.

Last night, in my dream it was winter time. I was doing some kind of work that helps impoverished people and I suggest to Tragedy that he start doing charity work.

Friday, September 10, 2010

.::Court, Bombs, and Being on the Run::.

In the dream, I was riding with these two conscious brothers. Two brothas that don't like each other very much, lol. They were in front and I was in back.

Monday, September 6, 2010

.::Running on Walls, Epic Battles, and the Leading Lady::.

I had the strangest dream. I can't remember it all and I can't remember the order. I do remember tasting turkey and spitting it out (I'm vegan). I remember running up a tree, running up a seesaw like thing (running up the side that's on the ground and down it as it lowers down), running on a wall. 

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

.::Space Travel, Communications and Ceremonies::.

This dream happened during a nap and was definitely... Different, lol. 

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

.::Epic Battle and Duty::.

I can't remember the entire dream, but I'll share what I do remember.  In the dream, I was some kind of superhero or something. I was running through this hall, trying to make it outside. I was being pursued by someone.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

.::Bachelor Parties, Gambling, School and Buju Banton::.

I remember people gambling. I remember a bachelor party. I remember asking about my own bachelorette party and requesting one of the man's--who was having the bachelor party--friends. The man having the bachelor party was my father in the dream. He didn't like that I asked that.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

.::Wedding Mice, Cats and Pegasus::.

This is a two part dream. 
 
‎First part: The first was about these small mice that wore clothes. Think stuart little, only brown. So the mice were having a wedding. The groom mouse died at the alter. The bride mouse was sad, freaking out and everything. No one knew what to do.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

.::Protection and Doors::.

In the dream, I somehow had "magic" powers. I used them to overcome enemies. The last enemy was dark purple and HUGE.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

.::Ankh Ring, Decisions, Magic & Plowing Fields::.

Dream 1 (I had this dream the day before yesterday): I don't remember much of the dream. All I remember is my ankh ring (pictured here). I was wearing it and the two pieces (the horizontal line) broke off, leaving just a loop with a stick at the bottom. Then the line/stick turned into a sharp point. Like a diamond shape with a loop at the top of it. That is all that I remember.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

.::Models, Chris Brown and a Long Walk::.

The dream was quick, yet vivid. Me and two girls and a guy had gotten kicked out of our previous school. At our new school, we all were in this one class together. Only the school looked like a regular house, only it was a huge house.

Monday, May 24, 2010

.::Shopping and Redecorating::.

This is an extremely vague dream. I hardly remember anything. I was in a store with my mother and my grandmother. My grandmother was buying plants and stuff to redecorate her bathroom.

Friday, May 21, 2010

.::Running, Health and Children::.

I took a nap with my son and had a dream. I only remember bits and pieces of it. Here they are:

Thursday, May 20, 2010

.::Tattoos and Legs::.

Part I: I only remember pieces... Fragments of images. In my dream last night, I was very aware of my legs. They were my legs, yet they had a number of tattoos on them. I remember one of the tattoos said "Love". It was right below my knee, I think. I remember looking at my legs made mind say "This is a dream".

Saturday, May 15, 2010

.::Kisses and Bullets::.

My dream last night was no less weird than my other dreams... I only remember two parts of the dream. 

Sunday, May 9, 2010

.::God and the Bookstore::.

I can hardly remember the dream from last night/this morning (recurring theme, I know, lol). I remember being in a school and a mall, I think. There was a bookstore within either the school or the mall that was a "conscious, black" bookstore in my home city. 

Friday, May 7, 2010

.::Multitude of Dreams::.

Again, I had a series of dreams. I don't remember all of them. Or even most of them. They're blurry, fuzzy and broken pieces of the vivid dreams I dreamt last night...

Sunday, May 2, 2010

.::School, Running and Jay Electronica::.

Dream One: I had quite a few dreams last night. I only remember a few of them, though. The first one, I was back in high school. My friend who was murdered in high school, Charity, was in the dream. It was like before. I knew she had died, but here she was, alive again.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

.::The Monster::.

So last night, I had a dream that it was me and my sister. Only, it wasn't my "real life" sister. It was a girl who looked a lot like me. Only she was taller, slimmer, and a bit less intelligent. I remember that being with her made me feel less confident in myself, but I loved her dearly. I think I was younger than her. She was learning to drive, yet our dad wanted her to drive this different, smaller car.

Monday, April 26, 2010

The Family Gathering dream

I was at some type of family function. It was like a friend of the family's family gathering, yet my family had been invited, too. The first disaster was that the caterer had messed up (I think). There was no vegan food for me, so I just had to be hungry the whole day, lol. The father was on the phone cussing the caterer out about my food (he loved me and was PISSED, lol). I told him that it's ok. I'm sure there's something I could eat. So later on, we walk over this bridge to a park area, I think. There was this one girl who was practically naked. She had come to the family gathering (uninvited), because she was trying to get with the son of the main family. Everyone wanted us (me and the son) to get together.

.::Dreams and Astral Projections::.

What are dreams? Are they merely your mind filtering out the junk that is cluttering your subconscious? Are they visions/premonitions... Sight into the past or future? Are they astral projections?

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

4/14/2010

I can't really remember the dream. I remember driving on the road. I think I was in the back seat. We were moving, yet simultaneously not. We kept passing the same building and I was going to ask how much the rent was. Then we went into the second hand store. I remember windows. A strange, wicker coffin that had a price tag of 1 dollar, even though I said it was 50 cents. There were three little bird things in it. They had little stick to stick into the ground or something. There were also plastic flowers.

Friday, April 9, 2010

4/9/2010

The dream I had, I had after midnight. I don't remember the start or the end. In the dream, I was dressed in just the t-shirt I fell asleep in. A green t-shirt and nothing else. I was on the phone with this guy that I'm friends with (we used to talk, and he has been in my dreams before). We were laughing and I went into the garage and found an mac laptop. I had it, but I never knew if it worked or not. He told me to see if it works, and it did. So, I go back into the house. The cordless phone turned into a cord phone. I notice a tall, dark-skinned (beautiful complexion), clean-cut brother with glasses, walk up to the side door.

Friday, April 2, 2010

Crossing

I had the following dream last night (well after midnight): I remember driving in a car. It was me and my best friend & a few other people (that I don't remember. I think two of her sisters were with us). Somewhere in the dream, we got out of the car. We were trying to find a way to our destination (wherever/whatever that was). In the dream, there was a long, narrow path on either side of a river.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Locked Door

So, the other night I had this dream that I was walking through a hall, only it was out in the open. No roof/ceiling, no walls. Even so, I knew it was a hall. I came to a stop.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

February 24

So (of course) I don't remember all of the dream. I don't remember the start or the finish... But here is the part I do remember:

Saturday, February 20, 2010

February 20

I don't remember much of the dream. I remember my grandmother was building with me about treaties and practices/traditions of the Ancestors. I remember being completely focused on what she was saying and knowing within myself the truth she spoke.

Monday, February 8, 2010

February 7th (morning)

Second dream: I hardly remember the dream. People were trying to solve these string of murders or disappearances. I was on of the people trying to solve it. I was also the person committing the murders. I was two people in the dream. A little man/detective thought it was someone else, but they all finally figured out that it was me. Only, no one knew that there was a witch helping me.

February 7th (morning)

In the dream, I was driving on the highway. Me and someone were trying to stay together. We were in separate cars. We ended up getting split up, anyways. I had to keep driving, though. There was continuous construction work. I passed this HUGE mound. When I looked back, I saw a giant stone face.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

February 6th, 2nd dream

I remember very little. There were 2 or 3 (maybe more) sets of twins. All darker skinned. 2 darker skinned wore green. 2 Hindu looking ones wore purple. This is all I remember.

February 6th

There were three (3) girls that he chose. I forgot what the other two dressed up as, but he had us each dress up as something. I do remember they were a bi jealous of what he had me dressed up as. He was like a vampire type (think Lestat, Queen of the Damned movie). He called ma a Mu'ur. He called me a Naga.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

January 26, 2010

I remember being in a store. When I came out, I had to decide who I was riding with: My brother and his friend, or my best friend and the people she was riding with. I rode with my best friend. On my way to the car she was in, there was a girl walking with me. She reached to hold my hand, and did for a second, but I pulled it back (not in a mean way). This guy and tall girl were laughing about it.

Friday, January 1, 2010

Dream: January 1st, 2010

I had this dream that me, my best friend and some of her friends went to this club. At one point, we were all in the bathroom. Someone received this rather huge, fake, black male phallus (like, a dildo or something). I ended up with it. So, I have it and we go back out. I remember in the dream, that the phallus was coveted. Other people wanted it, but I had it. So, I'm getting money for a bottle of liquor. I didn't want to do just shots. Somewhere in the dream, I end up drunk. I remember dancing and having a great time. Then the bartender that I had been going to was getting off of work. For some reason I was upset about that. I remember saying something about how bartenders are special.