Getting you caught up with my dreams...

Dream 1: I dreamed that me, my brother & my sister were in my grandmother's backyard (alot of my dreams seem to take place at grandma's). It was her backyard, but it was HUGE. It was an incredibly large field. We were all walking on different parts of the field. I was talking to my mom. I was explaining to her some things to help her understand my brother. I wasn't talking, but I could hear my thoughts. Eventually, the 3 of us (me, my bro, my sis) met up in the center of the field. Lightning started crashing all around the field.
They were terrified of the lightning & were jumping around all crazy. I was smiling & laughing, though. They asked me something (I assume about the lightning) and I answered that I know its dangerous, but I've always loved lightning. I was dodging bolts, too, but I knew they wouldn't hit me. It was night time, by the way.

Dream 2: It was me, my sis & her husband (Marcus). They had an big house. There was a staircase. It was the kind that you see in condos. You know what I mean? You could see in between the steps. Somehow, someone gave me a pet tiger. the tiger was HUMONGOUS & extremely friendly. I was a little scared of him, even though I knew he wasn't going to hurt me. I know it was a he because I could hear HIS thoughts, lol. Weird, huh? In the dream, I remember thinking that he has to weigh about 5 or 6 hundred pounds, because tigers weigh quite a bit. Well, he rolls over, wanting me to pet his belly. When I do, my dream self notices his belly is black. So, I rub his belly and he smiles at me. A big ass smile. My dream self said, "Do y'all see him smiling at me?"... And I think Marcus said that he is smiling. The tiger kept following me throughout the house.

Dream 3: I don't remember much. All I remember is a large tree. It was big & pretty. It didn't have any leaves, though. Where the leaves should have been, it was covered it silver/metal numbers being held by cords made of silver. The numbers were shining & the sun was shining through the branches. I don't remember any of the numbers.

Dream 4: I again don't remember much, but I remember there were some coins on the ground. The ones on top were like quarters & dimes, I think. I moved those aside & picked up two silver dollars or were they half dollars? That's all I remember.

Dream 5: Is the most recent one that I can remember. It was me, my mom, my dad, my bro, my sis. We were in grandma's house. It was night, but everyone knew that the world was ending at sunrise. They were happy, preparing for the lord or whatever. I was not. They kept trying to get me to "repent" and "accept Jesus", but I would not. As the sunrise was quickly approaching, they started really pressuring me. I started to get worried & anxious. I told them, "I guess I'll just die then". In my dream mind I was battling myself. I wanted to cry out, but I wouldn't let myself. The sun started rising. They were all holding each other. I was outside the "group hug". Just as the sun rose, I cried out... But I'm not quite sure if I cried out or was ABOUT to cry out. Whatever the case, the sun rose & nothing happened. Everything went back to normal... The world continued and I felt disappointed in myself for caving or almost caving in.

Then, I keep having these dreams that my little brother is a little kid again.

I've also had a recurring dream since I was young. I haven't had it recently, though. The dreams intensified for awhile last year when I was in Colorado, but they stopped end of last year, beginning of this year:

There is a man that always visits me. He's invisible, but I know he's a man & I know what he looks like. He's beautiful, but for some reason, I cannot describe him.

Let me pause this for a moment. I think its important to mention that, in my dreams, my conscious mind is always aware of my dream mind. And alot of times mydream mind is aware of my conscious mind & they may even interact from time to time. In all of my dreams, I'm very aware of both of conscious self's and dream self's thoughts & emotions. My dreams are EXTREMELY vivid & full of color. I feel as if its really happening, even after I wake up, they feel real.

Back to the dream: So I always know when he enters the room (my conscious mind). My dream self is often sleeping. So the invisible man will come in & have sex with me. When my dream self is awake & he comes, I have a sense of familiarity. I know who he is & why he's there. I don't feel scared or anything. So anyways, whether awake or asleep, he'll do it.

Two other dreams that I've had recently involve people who are deceased (physically). The first one involved a girl that I knew since we were children. Her name was Charity. She was murdered by her boyfriend when we were in high school. In the dream, we were walking through the jr high we went to & around the streets over by there. I wouldn't take my eyes off of her because I knew she had died and I was scared that she'd leave again. She knew she had been murdered, too.. but there she was, alive. She was the same age as she was in high school. I can't remember if I was, but we were around people that we knew in high school.

The second dream involved my dad's dad. He was alive again, but he too knew he had died. He was in his den at his house, watching TV (like he always used to do when he was alive).

So each time, the deceased person knew they had died and that they were back... And they were also in an area they knew well.

I had this dream about Khallid Muhammad, too. He was back alive, knew he was dead. He was in a coffee shop, sitting at a table. He kept looking to his left. I remember thinking how ODD it was that he kept doing his eyes like that. I also feel that there was tension (or fear?) present...

Dream 8 (I think): This man from my past (name is Antonio) was seated at my feet. Him & some other people (that I don't know) were seated at my feet. He gave me a ring, which I put on my left ring finger. It was silver with a purple amethyst heart. On my right hand was a gold ring. It had a triangle (my mind identified it as a pyramid) at the top. Not ON top. At the top, like the rim of the ring. As I began to turn the ring to the right, 2 more pyramids appeared next to the first one. The middle pyramid was slightly bigger than the others. I had a gold ring on my middle finger, as well. It was shaped like the hieroglyph of the Kemetic lotus. On it, it had raised up (embossed?) lotuses that were a shinier gold. It had other symbols I cannot remember.

The final dream I will tell you about is one I had about this brotha I know from twitter: He & I were laying down flat on our backs, side by side on the bed. He was on right, I was on the left. Shoulders touching. Even though we weren't physically doing anything, I was aware (mentally, telepathically?) that we were "making love". When we were done, we were joking around. We were totally comfortable with one another. After that, we got off of the bed. We sat down. I'm not sure what happened, but we started building... Or rather, he started building with/teaching me. Somehow, he was inside the mirror. In the place of my reflection, was him. Sometimes he was laying on his right side, sometimes he was sitting up as I was. I was completely captivated by him. I cannot remember what he was saying, but I do remember how deep it was, how profound, how undisputable... I remember being mesmerized by his hands, as well. He kept talking with them. Somehow the mirror was small & big at the same time. Even though he was in the mirror, I was aware that I could reach out & touch him if I wanted.